arkfall: (you exhaust me)
Millions Knives ([personal profile] arkfall) wrote in [community profile] museunboxing 2019-05-30 04:17 am (UTC)

cw; (for the folks stalking us) talk of csa

[Knives narrows his eyes and considers telling Vash that he doesn't even know what it would feel like to be turned on, but he isn't sure that helps.

Instead, he settles on explaining himself to Vash. It's not that he would just vomit because Legato is a human - though that is still the case - there's just so much more to it.
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When I first met Bluesummers, he was in a compound that belonged to some of the most disgusting types of humans. Humans who looked at a pretty, blue-haired boy and considered him a plaything.

I slaughtered all of them and would have killed him as well, but he used his abilities to protect himself. He was a sore, bruised, naked, violated little boy who didn't even have a name, but he stopped me.

After, he followed me out of the wreckage of that place, still utterly exposed except for the chains on his limbs. He remained that way until I clothed him. He only has a name because I gave it to him.

If I were to use him in such a way, what makes that action different than the men who used him when he was a child? If I use anyone here, what makes doing so different than the people who put together a culture that would see you as inferior? [His entire identity is based on being better than humans. He can’t simply begin to act as they would.]

That's the thought that makes me want to vomit. I wouldn't become so base and disgusting.

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