[Knives takes a deep breath as if he is steadying himself.]
I lost control.
I... [He doesn't want to make this about him. He doesn't want to be like that anymore. He wants to care for Vash. He had let himself fade to give his brother freedom from him, and now that they have been forced in the same city again, he wants to be a better brother to him.
But this whole event has proven how little that want means in the heat of the moment.]
I'm sorry.
[The apology feels weird on his mouth, but he manages to get it out all the same.]
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I lost control.
I... [He doesn't want to make this about him. He doesn't want to be like that anymore. He wants to care for Vash. He had let himself fade to give his brother freedom from him, and now that they have been forced in the same city again, he wants to be a better brother to him.
But this whole event has proven how little that want means in the heat of the moment.]
I'm sorry.
[The apology feels weird on his mouth, but he manages to get it out all the same.]