It hurt, knowing how right his brother is. How much more capable he is of raising his children than he is right now.

Vash simply nods his head. Leaving the cabin and heading out into the woods. Wanting some distance between him and the kids as he feels his emotions spiralling.

Was this his punishment? For killing Roderic? For all the pain that he's caused others? To suffer this humiliating desire forever? He's nothing but a wild dog.

Vash isn't even aware of the moment he falls to his knees. Pressing his forehead into the ground he starts to scream. He wails and yells. Everything he's tried to keep bottled up coming pouring out for several long minutes.

The twins might pick up on it, even being at a distance Cyril might feel it, Knives - attuned and having always been a Plant will certainly feel it. His brother spiralling and going slightly mad.

He grips his hands into his hair to stop himself from trying to touch himself again. Knowing that isn't what he needs or even deserves. He'll remain that way, hunched over and screaming, for a good solid ten to fifteen minutes. If no one comes across him in that time he will get up and find a river or lake to jump in before heading home.