Bad End Part 6 - Never let the pain stop

[goldenglasses]

CW: Noncon, dubcon, gaslighting, violence, imprisonment, confinement, bondage, sex toys, humiliation, body modifications, forced feminization, child death, sex slavery, forced pregnancy, degradation, miscarriages, mental manipulation, drug use, overdose, restraints, violence, torture, monster fucking, and everything awful. I feel I'm forgetting some warning so please be careful if you're reading this as we are going to go very dark.

Things only continue to get worse. Vash continues to spiral and loose himself the more the mind breaking continues. The mages continue to use Cyril like he's nothing but a toy to use and throw away. Yet, any chance they have to have together the love Vash and Cyril share together stays strong. For now that remains unbroken. With every day only getting worse that will continue to be challenged.

Cyril tries to look Vash in the eye. He may be disappointed by the way Vash's eyes drift to the side towards Cyril's shoulder. He tries to do it slowly and not draw attention to it, but as he's looking for it, it will be easy for Cyril to spot.



[name reference:
Chasind Warrior - Enid
Pack Leader - Roderic
Pack Warrior - Hyde
Pack Rogue - Alpin
Right bastard - Shira
Mage Male - Durand
Mage Female - Duclea
Creepy 'Doctor' - Nikolai
French Lady - Elyna
Mage - Arabelle
Mage - Eirk

Elf slave leader: Taenya
Taenya's son: Marikoth
Half-elves: Kythaela and Lierin
Cyril's replacement name: Lyra
Human Slave: Sarah
Master's Friend: Rupert
Two slave boys: Poppet and Honey
Cyril and Marikoth's child: Cassandra
Cyril and Vash's kids: Alex and Soren

The mages
Vash's master: Titus
One into elves: Claudius
Third mage: Aelius
Poppet and Honey's creator: Appius

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Comments

dang i can't believe we did it again!

[samahl]

Cyril frowns slightly. "Vash?" he asks. "It's okay. You can look at me."

I can! It's fun to be evil to fictional characters! >D

[goldenglasses]

For a moment, Vash tries to do as he's told. Knowing that it's what Cyril wants, but soon he's dropping his eyes again. "I'm sorry. It's hard." Even though Titus is dead, there's a part of him that's still waiting for something bad to happen for looking someone in the eyes.

haha it's true. also, i'm heading to bed. have a good night!

[samahl]

Cyril tilts his head to the side and then reaches up to touch the side of Vash's face. "It's alright. I don't want you to push yourself to be uncomfortable."

Enjoy the sleep!

[goldenglasses]

"I'm sorry." He repeats. For Cyril he tries to glance up once more. "After everything I just don't feel like I deserve to look you in the eye. But I'll try." He tries to keep his eyes up for a couple more moments before dropping them once more.

[samahl]

Cyril is quiet, watching him for a long moment. "I'm sorry. I wish I could help you see yourself as I see you."

At work so random replies!

[goldenglasses]

A pained smile slowly spreads across Vash's face as he stares down at the water. "I'm ruining the mood again, aren't I? Sorry about that."

[samahl]

"No, love. You aren't." Cyril shifts closer again, putting his hand on Vash's chest.

[goldenglasses]

"Yeah? It sure feels like I'm bringing the mood down."

[samahl]

"I think that's because you always rush to think the worst about yourself."

[goldenglasses]

It's not that hard. He thinks privately to himself.

"Although, the boys will probably be waking up soon. Maybe we should get dressed." He says in an effort to get the topic off himself again.

[samahl]

Cyril is quiet for a moment before nodding. "Hmm. All right." He slowly gets up and moves to dry off.

[goldenglasses]

Desperate to lighten the mood even a little, Vash will try to help Cyril dry off. Standing, dripping wet, and rubbing the towel along with Cyril across the elf's body. Giving his cheek a kiss if Cyril will allow him to do so.

[samahl]

Cyril chuckles lightly. "Hmm. I do like getting random kisses from you..." He lets Vash try to lighten the mood.

[goldenglasses]

"Good. I'm glad that hasn't changed." He moves so he can give Cyril a proper kiss on his lips before he finally does something about the puddle he's making by not drying himself off at all first.

[samahl]

Cyril returns the kiss gently and then tosses a towel at Vash's head playfully. He pulls away then to get redressed.

[goldenglasses]

"Heh." Vash chuckles as the towel hits his head. Using it to wrap up his long hair that he hasn't bothered to cut in some time.

Once mostly dry, he gets dressed and goes to check on the boys. If they're not awake yet, he'll start to prepare a breakfast for them.

[samahl]

"It's pretty crazy to think they're already eating food," Cyril says as he moves closer to help Vash.

[goldenglasses]

"As much as I want then to stay little forever." Vash admits while smashing up some food into a paste the kids can eat. "I don't know what I would have done if they still needed your milk to survive."

alright i have a massive headache so i'm gonna head to bed early. have a good night!

[samahl]

Cyril nods. "It's good then," he admits after a moment. "I'm glad they are growing well."

Hope the headache let's you sleep!!

[goldenglasses]

"They're so strong." Vash says fondly. "They've been so good for me." He moves to pick up Soren who has begun to stir and whine. Perhaps able to smell the food his father has gotten ready for them.

[samahl]

Cyril moves to do the same for Alex. He focuses on getting the boys fed for now. It's towards the end that they can both sense that Knives is nearby again.

[goldenglasses]

It's a weird sense of panic and relief that he feels sensing his brother getting closer.

"Cyril, I don't want the boys growing up isolated. But, I'll keep them away from any other children in this town if you'd feel better if we did." Or more keep Knives away by keeping the boys isolated.

[samahl]

Cyril is quiet for a moment. "I only care about keeping Knives calm while he is here," he says. "Whatever will stop him from lashing out."

[goldenglasses]

"I don't know what he's planning exactly, but I'll let him settle then try to introduce the boys a bit more. With your permission."

[samahl]

Cyril nods. "That's probably a good idea," he agrees.

They can feel Knives is entering the inn and heading up to the room. Cyril focuses on hiding how nervous he feels by cleaning up Alex after his meal.