Bad End Part 6 - Never let the pain stop

[goldenglasses]

CW: Noncon, dubcon, gaslighting, violence, imprisonment, confinement, bondage, sex toys, humiliation, body modifications, forced feminization, child death, sex slavery, forced pregnancy, degradation, miscarriages, mental manipulation, drug use, overdose, restraints, violence, torture, monster fucking, and everything awful. I feel I'm forgetting some warning so please be careful if you're reading this as we are going to go very dark.

Things only continue to get worse. Vash continues to spiral and loose himself the more the mind breaking continues. The mages continue to use Cyril like he's nothing but a toy to use and throw away. Yet, any chance they have to have together the love Vash and Cyril share together stays strong. For now that remains unbroken. With every day only getting worse that will continue to be challenged.

Cyril tries to look Vash in the eye. He may be disappointed by the way Vash's eyes drift to the side towards Cyril's shoulder. He tries to do it slowly and not draw attention to it, but as he's looking for it, it will be easy for Cyril to spot.



[name reference:
Chasind Warrior - Enid
Pack Leader - Roderic
Pack Warrior - Hyde
Pack Rogue - Alpin
Right bastard - Shira
Mage Male - Durand
Mage Female - Duclea
Creepy 'Doctor' - Nikolai
French Lady - Elyna
Mage - Arabelle
Mage - Eirk

Elf slave leader: Taenya
Taenya's son: Marikoth
Half-elves: Kythaela and Lierin
Cyril's replacement name: Lyra
Human Slave: Sarah
Master's Friend: Rupert
Two slave boys: Poppet and Honey
Cyril and Marikoth's child: Cassandra
Cyril and Vash's kids: Alex and Soren

The mages
Vash's master: Titus
One into elves: Claudius
Third mage: Aelius
Poppet and Honey's creator: Appius

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[goldenglasses]

There's a moment where Vash pauses on his way back. That overwhelming feeling that he's making everything worse taking it over.

Hypocrite. Nothing but a murderer and hypocrite. You always ruin everything. Liar.

Perhaps Cyril and Knives will feel it. The quivering edge of panic of a Plant feeling overwhelmed. It's just for a moment while he's alone on the walk back. Then it's gone again. Vash refusing to sprial where his kids may feel his emotions.

Vash is nothing but smiles and neutral feelings once more by the time he enters the cabin.

"Heh, liking the idea of being called Uncle?"

[samahl]

Knives considers Vash. He raises one eyebrow. "Well, there are worse things to be called," he says after a moment.

He seems guarded as well. There's still an underlying of disgust or anger. He protects the boys from it only because he doesn't want them to think that those feelings are directed at them.

[goldenglasses]

Vash moves to sit down next to his brother. Bouncing one of the boys on his knee. "They are going to have the best uncle any boy could ask for." He's hoping a bit of praise might ease that underlying anger he thinks he senses from Knives.

[samahl]

"Hm. I know that," Knives says simply. "It's good you know it too. That will make things easier."

[goldenglasses]

That gives Vash a pause. "Easier? What do you mean?“

[samahl]

"I mean, because you know better than trying to take the boys away from me," he says simply. "If you and Lavellan got any ideas."

[goldenglasses]

"I have no intention of taking the boys from either of you." If anything, the opposite is true. He'd leave the boys with Cyril if he wasn't busy saving the world.

Actually saving the world. Not sprouting idealogical ideas that he can't follow himself.

Knives may feel it again. That brief hint of a wall starting to crumble before Vash puts it back up.

"But I hope you don't mind if I hope their first words are da instead of unc-ee."

[samahl]

Knives narrows his eyes. "What's wrong?" he asks, feeling a little annoyed at how Vash covers up his hurt.

[goldenglasses]

"Hm?" He tries to act ignorant. "Nothing, I'm just--" There's a moment of hesitation. "--still disappointed in myself. I should have thought about how you'd feel before doing what I did."

[samahl]

"Lavellan makes you act like a fool," he points out. "He's an easy exploit because of that."

[goldenglasses]

"Please don't belittle or insult their father in front of my sons."

[samahl]

"Was that an insult? Or an observation..."

[goldenglasses]

"It was intended to hurt." So for Vash, it didn't matter which it is.

[samahl]

"Hm. I suppose that's true..." He turns his attention back to the boys. "Which da will they refer to when they say that word?"

[goldenglasses]

"We'll figure out with context clues." Vash says sounding unconcerned about that.

i'm gonna head to bed i think. have a good night!

[samahl]

"Hm. I suppose we will," he says. "Doesn't seem like I have another choice."

Sleep well!

[goldenglasses]

"Thank you, brother." This time Vash sounds completely genuine. "I know this isn't what you would want. So, thank you, for allowing my family to be mostly together."

[samahl]

"The boys don't understand yet. They need to be supported." Knives doesn't say it, but there's a hint there in way he says it that he won't tolerate this for long.

At work so random replies!

[goldenglasses]

"Hmm." Vash hums a bit in concern before setting his squirming son down to play with his brother. "They are the most important people in this world."

He pauses. Staring off at a spot on the ground. "And so are you, Knives. I'll do better not to upset you like that again." There's a bit of that brainwashing still lingering. A nervous twitch in his brain that is waiting for a mage to hurt someone he cares about for his 'mistake' of trying to make love with his partner.

no biggie! hope today is going well

[samahl]

Knives seems annoyed that Vash bringing it up again. "Why don't you wash the sheets and we can just put this behind us."

Could be better, but nothing on 'fire'

[goldenglasses]

"Yes sir." It's close enough to an order that his mind latches onto it. Immediately standing to do exactly that.

[samahl]

Knives takes care of the boys as Vash does the chore. He ends up feeding them and playing with them.

[goldenglasses]

Vash completely changes and washes the sheets before he comes to join his brother again.

"Let's see, has uncle Knives been checking nappies, or has he left that fun task for me?" Vash says playfully as he joins them again.

[samahl]

Knives has been keeping up with that too. He's been careful to tend to the boys well. He as a level of nurturing with them that seems strange, considering how cold he is with literally everything else.

[goldenglasses]

"What a good uncle he is." Vash gives his brother a tired smile and a wink. "If I was the uncle, I would have left that stinky mess for your parents." He most certainly would not, but he's trying to lighten the mood a bit before giving his nearest sun a raspberry on their stomach. Hearing the boys wild laughter always put him in a better mood.




Even though he doesn't deserve it.