Bad End Part 6 - Never let the pain stop

[goldenglasses]

CW: Noncon, dubcon, gaslighting, violence, imprisonment, confinement, bondage, sex toys, humiliation, body modifications, forced feminization, child death, sex slavery, forced pregnancy, degradation, miscarriages, mental manipulation, drug use, overdose, restraints, violence, torture, monster fucking, and everything awful. I feel I'm forgetting some warning so please be careful if you're reading this as we are going to go very dark.

Things only continue to get worse. Vash continues to spiral and loose himself the more the mind breaking continues. The mages continue to use Cyril like he's nothing but a toy to use and throw away. Yet, any chance they have to have together the love Vash and Cyril share together stays strong. For now that remains unbroken. With every day only getting worse that will continue to be challenged.

Cyril tries to look Vash in the eye. He may be disappointed by the way Vash's eyes drift to the side towards Cyril's shoulder. He tries to do it slowly and not draw attention to it, but as he's looking for it, it will be easy for Cyril to spot.



[name reference:
Chasind Warrior - Enid
Pack Leader - Roderic
Pack Warrior - Hyde
Pack Rogue - Alpin
Right bastard - Shira
Mage Male - Durand
Mage Female - Duclea
Creepy 'Doctor' - Nikolai
French Lady - Elyna
Mage - Arabelle
Mage - Eirk

Elf slave leader: Taenya
Taenya's son: Marikoth
Half-elves: Kythaela and Lierin
Cyril's replacement name: Lyra
Human Slave: Sarah
Master's Friend: Rupert
Two slave boys: Poppet and Honey
Cyril and Marikoth's child: Cassandra
Cyril and Vash's kids: Alex and Soren

The mages
Vash's master: Titus
One into elves: Claudius
Third mage: Aelius
Poppet and Honey's creator: Appius

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[goldenglasses]

"What a good uncle he is." Vash gives his brother a tired smile and a wink. "If I was the uncle, I would have left that stinky mess for your parents." He most certainly would not, but he's trying to lighten the mood a bit before giving his nearest sun a raspberry on their stomach. Hearing the boys wild laughter always put him in a better mood.




Even though he doesn't deserve it.

[samahl]

Knives slowly starts to seem more content. The boys laughing with their father helps him relax and forget what he saw earlier. It helps that he can't really sense Lavellan well when they are this far apart.

[goldenglasses]

It's easier for his mask to come on and stay steady as he plays with his sons. Rolling about on the floor with them and playing with their new toys.

He points out colours and starts trying to count a little with them as well. Expecting that it won't be long before they're going to start talking more and more.

"I wish they could stay this young forever." He admits to his brother after awhile.

[samahl]

Knives is quiet as he considers that. "They need to be old enough to take care of themselves," he says. "Maybe after that would be better."

[goldenglasses]

"Do they?" Vash muses out loud. "They have the three of us together now. Shouldn't that be safe enough for them?"

[samahl]

"I am enough," Knives points out. "But, it would be better if they could defend themselves too."

[goldenglasses]

He's ashamed to admit that Knives is right. The boys aren't actually safe with him.

"I'd rather they live a life where they don't have to worry about protecting themselves."

[samahl]

"That won't be the case for as long as there are humans in this world."

[goldenglasses]

Vash takes in a breath. Holds it. Then slowly lets it out. "Not all humans are bad. Not every human will try to hurt them."

[samahl]

Knives shakes his head. "They may not, but they are all vermin."

[goldenglasses]

"Hm-No." Such a simple word, but there's a small wavering to Vash's voice that has never been there before. Before his incarnation he would have said it firmly and with conviction. Now that's something that makes him hesitate to talk back. "That isn't true."

[samahl]

Knives makes a frustrated sound. "How can you still hold to that stupid idea? After everything."

[goldenglasses]

When Knives makes that sound, Vash instinctively curls around his boys. As if preparing to protect them from some kind of blow with his own body. Still programed to think that any sign of rebellion will lead to pain for those he loves. He slowly eases back and stops hovering.

"There were some bad ones; yes. That doesn't mean all humans are bad."

[samahl]

"Hn," Knives makes a noise and then, after a moment, he gets up. "I'm going to patrol. You just focus on your boys."

[goldenglasses]

"You--?" He hesitates. Worried about Knives patrolling on his own. Yet, he also likes the idea of having a bit of time alone with his sons. "It's pretty safe here. We could join you on the patrol?" He offers. In the end deciding it may be safer to keep an eye on his brother after the talk they were just having.

[samahl]

Knives stops, looking over at Vash. "You want to take the boys to patrol?"

[goldenglasses]

He gives an embarrassed chuckle. "Well, it would be more of a walk than a patrol for them."

alrighty i'm heading to bed. have a good night!!

[samahl]

Knives hums and then nods. He moves to get Alex set up so that he can carry him while they walk.

Enjoy the rest!

[goldenglasses]

When Knives starts to get Alex ready, Vash does the same for Soren. Dressing him in slightly warmer clothes. Fighting the boy a little as he thinks it's a fun game to take off what dad just put on him, but eventually Vash is victorious by distracting with kisses and tickles.

[samahl]

Knives considers Vash as he finishes getting Alex ready faster, but mostly because he's more efficient and doesn't get as distracted. "Do you want to go out or not?"

[goldenglasses]

"Yeah, I'll come. It will be good to keep stretching my legs and getting some fresh air with the boys. If that's alright?" Again, there's that hesitation. That need to ask permission that wasn't there before.

[samahl]

Knives nods. "It will be good," he agrees. "But you seem to be delaying it."

[goldenglasses]

"Oh, sorry." He ducks his head. Instinctively curling around his son in his arms while keeping a close eye on Alex. Once again, subconsciously concerned for their welfare for displeasing someone. "We're ready. We can go."

Soren is confused why the fun and silly atmosphere has suddenly left his father. Maybe if he babbles and smacks his dad's cheek that will help.

[samahl]

Knives focuses on getting the boys finished getting ready and then heads to the door. Opening it, he waits for Vash to go first.

[goldenglasses]

For a moment Vash hesitates. Conditioned to follow and not lead, but he's also still smart. It doesn't take him long to figure out what his brother wants and he heads out. Glancing back as if to make sure he's doing the right thing.

Once out he moves to 'portal' away from the town. Wanting to keep his brother away from it.