Bad End Part 6 - Never let the pain stop

[goldenglasses]

CW: Noncon, dubcon, gaslighting, violence, imprisonment, confinement, bondage, sex toys, humiliation, body modifications, forced feminization, child death, sex slavery, forced pregnancy, degradation, miscarriages, mental manipulation, drug use, overdose, restraints, violence, torture, monster fucking, and everything awful. I feel I'm forgetting some warning so please be careful if you're reading this as we are going to go very dark.

Things only continue to get worse. Vash continues to spiral and loose himself the more the mind breaking continues. The mages continue to use Cyril like he's nothing but a toy to use and throw away. Yet, any chance they have to have together the love Vash and Cyril share together stays strong. For now that remains unbroken. With every day only getting worse that will continue to be challenged.

Cyril tries to look Vash in the eye. He may be disappointed by the way Vash's eyes drift to the side towards Cyril's shoulder. He tries to do it slowly and not draw attention to it, but as he's looking for it, it will be easy for Cyril to spot.



[name reference:
Chasind Warrior - Enid
Pack Leader - Roderic
Pack Warrior - Hyde
Pack Rogue - Alpin
Right bastard - Shira
Mage Male - Durand
Mage Female - Duclea
Creepy 'Doctor' - Nikolai
French Lady - Elyna
Mage - Arabelle
Mage - Eirk

Elf slave leader: Taenya
Taenya's son: Marikoth
Half-elves: Kythaela and Lierin
Cyril's replacement name: Lyra
Human Slave: Sarah
Master's Friend: Rupert
Two slave boys: Poppet and Honey
Cyril and Marikoth's child: Cassandra
Cyril and Vash's kids: Alex and Soren

The mages
Vash's master: Titus
One into elves: Claudius
Third mage: Aelius
Poppet and Honey's creator: Appius

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[goldenglasses]

Vash forces himself to look Cyril in the eye and smiles brightly. "I do too. It will work out. It will take some time, but at least we're together. Right?"

[samahl]

Cyril feels a sharp pain in his chest at that. He isn't sure that's what he wants anymore, but he doesn't want to show that to Vash at all. Not when he's certain it would be a huge setback for him. Instead, he smiles.

"Together," he says.

[goldenglasses]

"Then, if there's no paperwork or physical tasks I can help you with. Are you okay if I sit and read in here with you? Or, I could go wait outside if you need the space to think."

[samahl]

"Sure," Cyril says. "Did you want to read one of Varric's books? Hard in Hightown is pretty good, in a silly sort of way."

[goldenglasses]

"Yeah, I think a silly book sounds perfect." Vash will take the book and sit down on the couch. He'll quietly read it as Cyril works until the children are done with their nap.

[samahl]

Hard in Hightown is a cop drama about a member of Kirkwall's city guard who investigates a murder. It has all of the classic cop drama tropes that are similar to the ones Vash might have found in Earth's fiction. It's fun to see how those things can develop in two different worlds across the universe, just the same way that humans had managed to evolve on the two planets.

Cyril finishes up his reports before the boys wake. When he does he quietly moves to the couch and sits with Vash. If Vash tries to stop reading, he tells him not to and just takes the quiet moment to sit with Vash. He ends up leaning against him lightly and dozing, even if he doesn't fully fall asleep again.

[goldenglasses]

At first, Vash does stop until Cyril tells him not to. He offers to read out loud as Cyril settles against him. Regardless if Cyril wants him to read aloud or not, Vash will gently put his arm around Cyril as they sit together.

[samahl]

Cyril takes him up on the offer. He ends up just sort of being next to him and listening to him until the boys start to fuss as they wake up.

Once they do, he wakes and pulls himself up. "Hn. It's okay boys, I'm coming...." He gets up to go to them and take them out of the crib so they can stretch their legs and wake up fully.

"Should you get ready to head out?" he asks Vash once the boys are up and tended to.

[goldenglasses]

Vash sits back and simply enjoys watching Cyril tend to their sons. Wishing they could stay like this together. Just two people who loved each other and taking care of their kids. Watching them grow and doing their best to raise them right.

He's daydreaming about the life they could be having together that he almost misses what Cyril says. "I suppose I should." He finally gets up to go to the kids who come waddling over to him. "I can't believe how well they're already walking."

[samahl]

Cyril nods. "They'll grow up fast," he says. "I'm glad you're here so I don't miss it all."

[goldenglasses]

"I could never forgive myself if I let them grow up without you." He gets ready to take both of the boys home. "I'll miss you, but we'll see you tomorrow?" He asks before giving Cyril a kiss.

The boys are starting to learn this pattern. That after their naps one of their fathers stays behind. They begin to babble and reach for Cyril. As if asking to stay with him or for Cyril to come with them.

[samahl]

Cyril looks like he's struck with a mix of joy and sadness. "Oh, boys," he mutters. He kisses each one of them and then walks with them to door of the estate. "It will be all right. I'll be here tomorrow."

[goldenglasses]

"We'll be looking forward to it." Vash heads back to the cabin with the boys. They throw a bit of a fit when Cyril doesn't come with them. Clearly starting to get into their terrible twos as kids who aren't use to not getting their way lately.

He'll have gotten them settled by the time they get back to the cabin. He also makes sure to be carrying them both as he approaches. Wanting to let Knives see them walking as a surprise.

[samahl]

Knives is doing more maintenance around the house when they get back. He looks up when Vash comes in, checking over his brother and the boys. "Did they have a good visit?"

[goldenglasses]

"Yeah, really good. I don't think they really wanted to leave." He shifts to carefully set both boys on their feet. "But what do you think boys? Glad to see uncle Knives? Go on, give him a hug." He gives them a bit of a nudge. Trying to encourage them both to go walking towards his brother.

[samahl]

When the boys start walking Knives's brow raises. "Well, look at that," he says. He bends so that he can open his arms and invite them for a hug. "Good job, you two. You're growing so well."

[goldenglasses]

"I was going to try and modify or build a cart so I can wheel them with me now." He smiles with pride at watching his boys mastering how to walk. "I don't think they're quite ready to walk the whole way just yet."

[samahl]

"We can build something like that," Knives agrees. "It will be a good way to make sure you can move quickly if you need to."

[goldenglasses]

"Come on, boys. Want to help daddy build a new ride for you two?" They don't understand, but Vash gives them a few blocks to bang together as he works on making a cart that he can push the pair in. They get to laugh and play pretend at helping. Although, as Plants, they also learn. Understanding more than other kids their age. They can see how Vash works and how things work together.

[samahl]

Knives continues with the home maintenance he was doing while Vash puts together the cart. Once the work is done, he sets to making dinner for the boys and for Vash.

[goldenglasses]

Today Vash feels like himself. The only thing he feels from the mage's manipulating his body is that constant dull throb of pain from his unfinished parts. He doesn't give it any real thought as he brings the boys in for dinner. Helping them to wash up by the time Knives has dinner ready for them.

"You're a good cook for someone who doesn't need to eat much."

[samahl]

"Hm. Cooking is science," he points out. "And if they have to eat while they grow they might as well have something decent.

You too, I suppose."

[goldenglasses]

"Heh. Thanks? I appreciate it." At least he thinks he does. Not that feeding himself is he first priority when it seems the boys would much rather play with their food rather than eat it to start with.

He eventually does have at least a small dinner before he settles into taking apart some of the clothes the boys have outgrown. Combining a couple together in order to make each a new outfit for when they eventually outgrow the ones they currently fit in.

[samahl]

Knives does some cleaning and housework before focusing on cleaning up the boys for the night as Vash works on fixing up some clothes for them. Eventually, it's time for bed and he settles the boys down but they seem pretty wired and as if they refuse to settle.

[goldenglasses]

"Maybe we should play with them some more." Vash suggests as he sets the clothes aside. "Or get them to move around and tire them out."