Bad End Part 6 - Never let the pain stop

[goldenglasses]

CW: Noncon, dubcon, gaslighting, violence, imprisonment, confinement, bondage, sex toys, humiliation, body modifications, forced feminization, child death, sex slavery, forced pregnancy, degradation, miscarriages, mental manipulation, drug use, overdose, restraints, violence, torture, monster fucking, and everything awful. I feel I'm forgetting some warning so please be careful if you're reading this as we are going to go very dark.

Things only continue to get worse. Vash continues to spiral and loose himself the more the mind breaking continues. The mages continue to use Cyril like he's nothing but a toy to use and throw away. Yet, any chance they have to have together the love Vash and Cyril share together stays strong. For now that remains unbroken. With every day only getting worse that will continue to be challenged.

Cyril tries to look Vash in the eye. He may be disappointed by the way Vash's eyes drift to the side towards Cyril's shoulder. He tries to do it slowly and not draw attention to it, but as he's looking for it, it will be easy for Cyril to spot.



[name reference:
Chasind Warrior - Enid
Pack Leader - Roderic
Pack Warrior - Hyde
Pack Rogue - Alpin
Right bastard - Shira
Mage Male - Durand
Mage Female - Duclea
Creepy 'Doctor' - Nikolai
French Lady - Elyna
Mage - Arabelle
Mage - Eirk

Elf slave leader: Taenya
Taenya's son: Marikoth
Half-elves: Kythaela and Lierin
Cyril's replacement name: Lyra
Human Slave: Sarah
Master's Friend: Rupert
Two slave boys: Poppet and Honey
Cyril and Marikoth's child: Cassandra
Cyril and Vash's kids: Alex and Soren

The mages
Vash's master: Titus
One into elves: Claudius
Third mage: Aelius
Poppet and Honey's creator: Appius

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[samahl]

Cyril prods a little, trying to suss out if Vash is lying to him.

[goldenglasses]

He is not. It seems Vash truly thinks his brother is only here to help. The fact that he kissed him and Knives pushed him away has left him feeling better about his twin.

[samahl]

Cyril slowly nods. Then, after a moment, he moves closer and puts a hand on Vash's arm. "Well, I'm glad things are going well between the two of you." He moves a little closer. "And that we have a little bit of time alone."

[goldenglasses]

"Oh?" Vash's heart skips a beat. His arm snaking around Cyril's waist. "Did you have time to hang out a bit longer."

[samahl]

"Hmm... Only if you'll have me," Cyril replies softly. He leans in and kisses Vash lightly.

[goldenglasses]

Before answering, Vash savours that kiss. Humming happily into it. "Always and forever." He whispers softly before pulling Cyril closer to him and kissing him once more.

[samahl]

Cyril leans into the kiss, happy to deepen it slowly and carefully. He doesn't want to push Vash too hard too fast, even though his body longs for more.

[goldenglasses]

As they kiss, Cyril might notice that Vash hasn't bothered to take the piercing off his tongue. The jewellery forced on him by the mages is still there.

[samahl]

Cyril doesn't comment on it because he's kept all of the modifications the mages did to him too. He hums gently against the kiss and then slowly starts to move so that he can get onto Vash's lap.

[goldenglasses]

Once seated, Cyril will be able to feel how rapidly Vash's heart is beating. "I-- hm, I better bite on a sock or something. You know I tend to get loud."

[samahl]

Cyril loosely wraps an arm around Vash's shoulders. He chuckles softly. "Hmm. What do you mean? Are you planning to do something that would make you loud?" he teases, but the way that he shifts his body and gently kisses Vash again shows that he's thinking the same.

[goldenglasses]

His Adam's apple begins to bounce wildly as Vash struggles to swallow. "I just might." He whispers while his fingers begin to feel and work their way into Cyril's clothes. Cursing and wondering if this show Cyril felt when he use to wear so many layers instead of the simple linen he tends to wear these days.

[samahl]

Cyril chuckles gently and then shifts again so that he can help Vash get his clothes off. "What would you like to do then?" he asks gently as his more of his body is revealed.

[goldenglasses]

"I... I..." For a moment, Vash is stunned into silence. Unable to think past how beautiful he still finds Cyril to be even after all this time and all that has been done to them.

"Huh? Sorry, what was the question?"

[samahl]

Cyril's body looks healthier than it had been before. The mages had kept him pretty but also extremely thin and soft. Since he's been free, he's been working up his muscles and filling out a bit more. His arms especially have benefited, muscle growing as he starts using his bow again.

Cyril chuckles again and kisses Vash. "What did you have in mind?" he asks after. "What do you want to do...?"

[goldenglasses]

"I want to make you quiver with joy and passion." Vash says before leaning his head in so he can plant a kiss between Cyril's breast. Nuzzling his head between them for a moment. For a brief moment he feels so safe, warm, and loved before guilt begins to claw those good feelings away.

A killer like him doesn't deserve to be holding such a beautiful man so closely.

"I want to make you happy. To feel loved."

okay bedtime for me. have a good night!

[samahl]

"You do that already," he says softly. He reaches up to stroke the back of Vash's head, comforting him.

Enjoy the sleep!

[goldenglasses]

He closes his eyes. That hand stroking his head feels so unbelievably good. "Mmhmm, but I think you like it when I do things like this." His real arm that had been holding Cyril in a light hug drops down. Slipping between Cyril's legs that are sitting on his lap. Rubbing and teasing against Cyril's inner thigh.

[samahl]

Cyril groans and nods. "Hmm-mm," he agrees. He shifts, arching his back a little to give a little space. "Should we... move somewhere more comfortable?"

[goldenglasses]

"Mmhmmmm-maybe." He hums while not moving. "I mean, I'm pretty comfortable where I am right now." He nuzzles his head between Cyril's breasts to drive his point home.

He's also aware that if he plans to do more than tease Cyril he is going to need to move. Which he will do after a moment to act playful. Putting on an act for Cyril that he's happy and not thinking how he doesn't deserve any of this right now.

[samahl]

Cyril chuckles at that, amused by Vash's antics. It's nice to have this relaxed, playful moment. "Hmm. This feels pretty good too."

[goldenglasses]

After a moment, he wraps his arms around Cyril and pulls him with himself as he falls backwards onto the bed. Once they land he kisses Cyril as he starts to roll and reposition himself on top.

[samahl]

Cyril is able to adjust to the movement quickly, but he's still surprised by it. He makes a little noise as Vash flips them around. Then he looks up at Vash and wraps an arm around him. "Hmm... I do like this too..."

[goldenglasses]

"This is okay?" He checks even as he kisses Cyril again. He sits up only briefly to grab the sheet and ball it up a bit. Wanting it close in case he gets loud. "I'm not sure where else we could go."

[samahl]

"As long as you're comfortable, I'm comfortable," he says, trailing his hands over Vash's body when he returns. "I love you..."