Bad End Part 6 - Never let the pain stop

[goldenglasses]

CW: Noncon, dubcon, gaslighting, violence, imprisonment, confinement, bondage, sex toys, humiliation, body modifications, forced feminization, child death, sex slavery, forced pregnancy, degradation, miscarriages, mental manipulation, drug use, overdose, restraints, violence, torture, monster fucking, and everything awful. I feel I'm forgetting some warning so please be careful if you're reading this as we are going to go very dark.

Things only continue to get worse. Vash continues to spiral and loose himself the more the mind breaking continues. The mages continue to use Cyril like he's nothing but a toy to use and throw away. Yet, any chance they have to have together the love Vash and Cyril share together stays strong. For now that remains unbroken. With every day only getting worse that will continue to be challenged.

Cyril tries to look Vash in the eye. He may be disappointed by the way Vash's eyes drift to the side towards Cyril's shoulder. He tries to do it slowly and not draw attention to it, but as he's looking for it, it will be easy for Cyril to spot.



[name reference:
Chasind Warrior - Enid
Pack Leader - Roderic
Pack Warrior - Hyde
Pack Rogue - Alpin
Right bastard - Shira
Mage Male - Durand
Mage Female - Duclea
Creepy 'Doctor' - Nikolai
French Lady - Elyna
Mage - Arabelle
Mage - Eirk

Elf slave leader: Taenya
Taenya's son: Marikoth
Half-elves: Kythaela and Lierin
Cyril's replacement name: Lyra
Human Slave: Sarah
Master's Friend: Rupert
Two slave boys: Poppet and Honey
Cyril and Marikoth's child: Cassandra
Cyril and Vash's kids: Alex and Soren

The mages
Vash's master: Titus
One into elves: Claudius
Third mage: Aelius
Poppet and Honey's creator: Appius

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Comments

[goldenglasses]

"Yeah, but I like being able to carry them together." He says with a pout.

[samahl]

"It won't be long for them to be fully grown," Knives points out. "What will you do then?"

[goldenglasses]

"I-- I don't know. I want them to make some of their own choices on how they want to live their lives."

[samahl]

Knives hums in thought at that. He finishes cleaning up and then sets the boys down to let them wander around the room and play. "They should stay with their family for a while."

[goldenglasses]

For a long moment, Vash is quiet. Building up his confidence to speak up to his brother.

"I want to start taking them into town with me. Let them meet and play with other kids."

[samahl]

Knives frowns at that thought. "It's too dangerous for them."

[goldenglasses]

"Living in isolation isn't healthy for them."

[samahl]

Knives rolls his eyes. "They aren't isolated. They have the two of us, Lavellan, the others with Lavellan. That's more than you and I had."

[goldenglasses]

"That may be so, but it would be good if they have kids to play with too. It can always be better than what we had."

[samahl]

"There are kids back home. They could play with the ones there when we go back."

[goldenglasses]

"Cyril is still needed here. It's not that simple."

[samahl]

"I thought you didn't want Cyril to be involved anymore. Isn't that what you just said?"

[goldenglasses]

"I want him involved with the kids. I just don't want him dragged down by me anymore."

[samahl]

"Dragged down by you? What does that mean?"

[goldenglasses]

"I'm making life harder for him again." It comes out harsher than he intends it to. "First it was you. Torturing him and sending the wolves after him because... because... I still don't really understand. Then it was those mages. Using him because they wanted me to make them more Plants and Cyril is the only one who could do so with me. Now? Now it's me. He's been through all that trauma and yet - the cause of it needs him to get up in the middle of the night and soothe him. When it should be the other way around." He speaks rapidly. All of this spilling form his mouth before he can think better of it and stop himself.

[samahl]

Knives lets Vash speak. He feels a little bit of anger but he's careful not to let it show, not wanting to upset the boys. He turns away from them though to focus entirely on Vash.

"Stop being so pathetic. He should be leaving with us and going back home. Then you wouldn't have to wake him up, he'd already be with you. It's him clinging to the role that makes him 'important' that's causing all this trouble.

And now you want to bring the boys out into the village? Think for more than two seconds, brother. Think about what's going to happen when they go back the second day to play and have outgrown all of their so-called friends? Do you think those people will still embrace them then? Or will word get out about the fast-growing boys and their strange, pathetic father?

You always do this. You act stupidly and selfishly. For once, think about your family and their future."

[goldenglasses]

"Cyril is important! He could have changed the world for the better if not for the two of us!"

Although Knives does have a point about people and his sons. "Maybe they would. There are good people in this town. I don't want my sons to grow up scared and in hiding their whole lives."

[samahl]

"They shouldn't be scared, Vash. They should be cautious. Until they are strong enough to protect themselves, it's our job. And you've done a terrible job of it.

That's why you need me."

[goldenglasses]

Vash opens his mouth to argue against that. Then he shuts his mouth and looks away. "I won't bring them into town."

[samahl]

"Good," Knives agrees.

"I don't mind you taking them to their father. They like being near him. But you can't let the humans near him."

[goldenglasses]

"I still think them learning to socialize with humans is important."

[samahl]

Knives shakes his head. "It really isn't," he says finally. "We don't need them at all."

[goldenglasses]

"Not today at least." He's trying to change the subject. "Let's work on their numbers today?"

[samahl]

Knives nods. He likes the distraction and he wants the boys to learn. He works on setting up structure for a lesson and spends the rest of the morning teaching them.

When it's lunch time, he lets Vash pack them up to take them back to Cyril.

[goldenglasses]

"We're going to be good for Daddy today, right? Maybe walk for him?" Vash chats with his sons as he walks. Making his way to Cyril's home.

Making himself known to the guards the moment he comes across the first one.