Bad End Part 6 - Never let the pain stop

[goldenglasses]

CW: Noncon, dubcon, gaslighting, violence, imprisonment, confinement, bondage, sex toys, humiliation, body modifications, forced feminization, child death, sex slavery, forced pregnancy, degradation, miscarriages, mental manipulation, drug use, overdose, restraints, violence, torture, monster fucking, and everything awful. I feel I'm forgetting some warning so please be careful if you're reading this as we are going to go very dark.

Things only continue to get worse. Vash continues to spiral and loose himself the more the mind breaking continues. The mages continue to use Cyril like he's nothing but a toy to use and throw away. Yet, any chance they have to have together the love Vash and Cyril share together stays strong. For now that remains unbroken. With every day only getting worse that will continue to be challenged.

Cyril tries to look Vash in the eye. He may be disappointed by the way Vash's eyes drift to the side towards Cyril's shoulder. He tries to do it slowly and not draw attention to it, but as he's looking for it, it will be easy for Cyril to spot.



[name reference:
Chasind Warrior - Enid
Pack Leader - Roderic
Pack Warrior - Hyde
Pack Rogue - Alpin
Right bastard - Shira
Mage Male - Durand
Mage Female - Duclea
Creepy 'Doctor' - Nikolai
French Lady - Elyna
Mage - Arabelle
Mage - Eirk

Elf slave leader: Taenya
Taenya's son: Marikoth
Half-elves: Kythaela and Lierin
Cyril's replacement name: Lyra
Human Slave: Sarah
Master's Friend: Rupert
Two slave boys: Poppet and Honey
Cyril and Marikoth's child: Cassandra
Cyril and Vash's kids: Alex and Soren

The mages
Vash's master: Titus
One into elves: Claudius
Third mage: Aelius
Poppet and Honey's creator: Appius

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[goldenglasses]

"Y--yeah." He swallows. "Yeah. I think, just a minute." He will take that minute then slowly gets up on wobbly legs to move to the river. His face is red and he looks towards the ground as he begins to splash water and clean himself.

[samahl]

Knives moves away to give Vash space as he cleans up. He gets Vash's clothes and brings them to him once he's out of the river.

"Will you be better now?" he asks.

[goldenglasses]

He can't look at his brother as he gets dressed. "I think... for awhile." This is twice now this has happened. "I think when they change me, they did something to make my body crave sex."

[samahl]

"Hm. According to the two that were taken from that estate, they heightened your nerves. They did it worse to the Lavellan and those two. The transformation wasn't complete with you because they misunderstood how to change a Plant..."

[goldenglasses]

"It makes sense. They wanted me to breed so increasing that would have helped if I hadn't been a failure." His mind is still screwed up enough that he feels like it's his fault that the procedure to change him is his fault.

[samahl]

"Hm. You shouldn't neglect what your body needs. It's bad enough you treat it as disposable."

[goldenglasses]

"I was hoping it would be like a food craving." He finishes getting dressed. "That it would go away after a little while."

[samahl]

"Well, now we have two examples of that not being the case," Knives says casually.

"I'm going back. I'll make sure the boys are still sleeping soundly. If you still need a moment."

He doesn't really wait for Vash, just turns to leave.

[goldenglasses]

"Yeah, I'll be there... in just a minute." The horror of what he's done is sinking in and he doesn't want Knives to see him breaking down over it.

[samahl]

Knives heads to the cabin and lets the elf who came by leave. He settles into bed and listens to the boys sleeping.

[goldenglasses]

Vash lets himself have a small melt down. It won't be as strong as the other day. He's able to keep it from reaching the cabin, but Knives may hear his brother's scream carry on the wind.

It's about twenty minutes after Knives had laid down that Vash returns. Silently crawling into bed with his back turned towards his brother.

oh dang i should probably go to bed x_x

[samahl]

When Vash gets back, Knives has his back turned to Vash's side of the bed, too. He seems to be actually sleeping, but in reality, he's mostly just listening.

Sleep well!

[goldenglasses]

Vash is completely silent. It will be hard to know exactly when he falls asleep, but it doesn't take very long. He's utterly exhausted and he passes out pretty quickly.

[samahl]

The next morning, Knives pretends nothing strange happened the night before. He's back to normal, caring for the boys and teaching them.

Just leaving a friend's house. Going to be driving for a bit.

[goldenglasses]

Vash is so worn out he doesn't wake up immediately as the boys begin to fuss. Coming awake slowly, but once he does he's quick to tend to their needs.

He tries to act like nothing is wrong, but he has even more trouble than normal looking at his brother for very long.

"You're sure you're okay with Cyril coming around the cabin a bit more?" He asks as he gets ready to take the boys to see their father. "I'll let him know today if you're sure."

drive safe!

[samahl]

Knives nods. "Hm. The boys seem happy when he's near."

I may have totally forgotten about Cyril being allowed at the cabin for a bit lol

[goldenglasses]

"Thank you, brother. I'm sure they'll be thrilled." He smiles at the twins. "Come on, boys. Let's go see daddy."

it happens. :D

[samahl]

The boys seem pretty happy to rush out of the door, so they can get to their father. Knives lets them go.

At the estate, Cyril is in the process of speaking to some of the village leaders. When Vash arrives they finish up their meeting and Cyril takes a moment to rub his temples.

[goldenglasses]

As soon as Vash becomes aware that Cyril is in a meeting, he does his best to distract the boys. Even if he can bodily stop them from running to Cyril their minds are a bit trickier. Directing them to look at things and playing games with them to try to give Cyril time without toddlers in his head while dealing with the leaders.

He smiles softly when he finds Cyril rubbing his temples. "It went that well, did it?"

[samahl]

"Hm-mm," Cyril acknowledges. "I think we're probably going to have to relocate in a couple of weeks." He frowns over the idea, but it's something he'll have to think about later. For now, he bends down and opens his arms for the boys to rush forward.

[goldenglasses]

"Well, then... the news I have might help." He pauses to watch their sons go rushing towards their father. Trying to be the first for hugs. "Knives says you can come back to the cabin. In fact, he'd like to discuss the boy's future. We know they can't stay in this town forever. Someone is eventually going to say something about their aging."

[samahl]

Cyril nods. "We can have lunch and then go after? Or go now and have lunch there?"

[goldenglasses]

Truthfully? Vash was enjoying the break from his brother right now.

"Hm, I think it depends on if lunch is already prepared for us here. And how badly you need to walk away from this place for a bit. Not that the cabin will probably feel much like a break." That gives him a pause as he considers their opinions. "What about... a picnic? Outside?"

[samahl]

Cyril nods. "That's a good idea. Let's go to the kitchen and pack something."

It doesn't take that long for them to put together a few sandwiches and snacks for lunch. They pack it all up and take the boys out into nature. They're able to find a nice little meadow to spend a little bit of time in.

[goldenglasses]

The boys are thrilled. Out here they don't have to be quiet and they can run as much as they want.

Vash smiles as he watches them play. "Do you think they remember any of the times we did this with them and the other kids?"