Bad End Part 6 - Never let the pain stop

[goldenglasses]

CW: Noncon, dubcon, gaslighting, violence, imprisonment, confinement, bondage, sex toys, humiliation, body modifications, forced feminization, child death, sex slavery, forced pregnancy, degradation, miscarriages, mental manipulation, drug use, overdose, restraints, violence, torture, monster fucking, and everything awful. I feel I'm forgetting some warning so please be careful if you're reading this as we are going to go very dark.

Things only continue to get worse. Vash continues to spiral and loose himself the more the mind breaking continues. The mages continue to use Cyril like he's nothing but a toy to use and throw away. Yet, any chance they have to have together the love Vash and Cyril share together stays strong. For now that remains unbroken. With every day only getting worse that will continue to be challenged.

Cyril tries to look Vash in the eye. He may be disappointed by the way Vash's eyes drift to the side towards Cyril's shoulder. He tries to do it slowly and not draw attention to it, but as he's looking for it, it will be easy for Cyril to spot.



[name reference:
Chasind Warrior - Enid
Pack Leader - Roderic
Pack Warrior - Hyde
Pack Rogue - Alpin
Right bastard - Shira
Mage Male - Durand
Mage Female - Duclea
Creepy 'Doctor' - Nikolai
French Lady - Elyna
Mage - Arabelle
Mage - Eirk

Elf slave leader: Taenya
Taenya's son: Marikoth
Half-elves: Kythaela and Lierin
Cyril's replacement name: Lyra
Human Slave: Sarah
Master's Friend: Rupert
Two slave boys: Poppet and Honey
Cyril and Marikoth's child: Cassandra
Cyril and Vash's kids: Alex and Soren

The mages
Vash's master: Titus
One into elves: Claudius
Third mage: Aelius
Poppet and Honey's creator: Appius

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Comments

[goldenglasses]

"I don't know either. Just... anything? How your day is going? Things that are making you happy? Things that may be upsetting you? I'll listen. I may not have answers, but I want you to know that I'll listen. That is, if you want to talk to me." Was he someone Cyril no longer feels safe talking to?

[samahl]

Cyril is quiet for a moment longer. Then, finally, "I don't want to talk," he admits after a moment. "I mean, about those things. About me."

[goldenglasses]

"Then we don't have to. We can just talk about the kids or nothing at all." He smiles at Cyril, but it's a bit of a forced one. He reaches out over their shared connection. All I care about is you know I'm here to listen if that changes.

[samahl]

I know, Cyril replies. After a moment, he shifts to pull away so that he can focus on the boys and helping them learn. His appetite is gone now, so he ignores the rest of lunch.

[goldenglasses]

Vash can't help but feel like he's messed this up as well in some way. He keeps those thoughts and feelings to himself. Putting them away with the other emotions that have been threatening to drown him lately.

Instead he moves to Soren. Carefully lifting him up onto his feet. "Alright, you can do it Soren. One foot in front of the other."

i'm heading to bed. have a good night!

[samahl]

Cyril helps Vash with that now. Holding Alex up so that he gets used to standing and slowly guiding him through how that feels and how it works to move while standing.

Sleep well!

[goldenglasses]

The boys pick up standing pretty quickly. Walking seems to still be a little ways away. Yet, they seem to be having fun trying. The boys trusting their dads to catch them as they more throw themselves forward than walk.

Re: Sleep well!

[samahl]

Cyril seems surprised by how quickly they learn. The first time one of them takes steps, he cheers and claps, which makes the other one want to get right in on it too. Eventually, they are shaky but clearly are learning to get the hang of walking around.

He feels deeply overwhelmed with emotion as he watches them.

[goldenglasses]

"That's it, boys!" Vash gives them excited encouragement. Occasionally taking his hands away for brief moments to give the boys a chance to try before quickly catching them the moment they look like they might topple. "You're both so smart. Look at you two!"

[samahl]

Cyril feels tears forming in his eyes. "You both are so good," he says. He encourages one of them to come to him and then kisses his head. Then he does the same with the other. They're slowly getting more steady, but eventually their legs get tired and they end up just sitting with their dads.

[goldenglasses]

When they grow tired, Vash sits with Alex on his lap. Allowing the boy to chew on his hand. "I'm so proud of them." He also has tears stinging his eyes as he looks to Cyril with a smile. "How did the two of us end up with such prefect boys?"

[samahl]

Cyril shakes his head. "I.... I don't know..." He does know, though. A lot of pain and terror. But, right now, none of that matters. What matters is this moment.

[goldenglasses]

As Alex starts to drift off with Vash's thumb still in his mouth, he blurts out what's been on his mind.

"I don't want to go back to the cabin. I hate taking them from you each time."

[samahl]

Cyril presses his lips together. "You need to, though. I don't want the people in this village to suffer if your brother gets upset..."

He needs to come up with a better solution. Maybe he will have to move to a different location.

[goldenglasses]

"I know." He sighs softly and shifts to remove his hand from his son's mouth. "I'm going to go back and I'll try to avoid upsetting him. I don't think he minds the cabin. I think he'll be fine so long as we have space there."

[samahl]

"I put the villagers in danger already. Maybe... Maybe we find a more remote location... Somewhere without innocent people around."

[goldenglasses]

"I wouldn't want Knives anywhere near it, but I wish we could go to Skyhold. It seems like a place the kids could have fun growing up in."

[samahl]

Cyril hums thoughtfully and nods. "Maybe when they're older? They could make the choice then."

[goldenglasses]

"Yes, I would like it. I want them to have the freedom to go and do as they desire when they're older."

[samahl]

Cyril nods. "Me too," he agrees. After a moment, though, he moves to sit up, picking up one of his sons as he does.

"For now, you should probably head back after the boys take a bit of a nap." He moves to set the boy down on some pillows where he can nap.

[goldenglasses]

Mirroring the motion, Vash stands with Alex. Moving so smoothly that the child doesn't wake up even as Vash shifts to put him down near his brother on the pillows. Taking a moment to just enjoy how peaceful they look while asleep.

"How's Cassandra? I hope she's also growing up well."

gonna head to bed. have a good night!

[samahl]

He nods. "Not nearly as quickly as the boys, but she's doing well..." He settles next to Vash as the boys get comfortable. "She's so calm. It's like nothing phases her except being hungry."

Sleep well!

[goldenglasses]

"She sounds like a very good girl. Probably gets it from her father." He grins and gives Cyril a playful nudge with his shoulder.

Re: Sleep well!

[samahl]

Cyril chuckles softly and presses back against Vash before leaning against him. "Hm.. I hope she takes after her other father more."

[goldenglasses]

Almost instantly, Vash wraps his arm around Cyril in a light hug. Letting his hand rest on his lover's hip. "I think I can understand that feeling very well."

Yet, despite the topic, Vash can't ignore a slightly unusual heat that has been building within him. It's only growing more as he holds Cyril.