Bad End Part 6 - Never let the pain stop

[goldenglasses]

CW: Noncon, dubcon, gaslighting, violence, imprisonment, confinement, bondage, sex toys, humiliation, body modifications, forced feminization, child death, sex slavery, forced pregnancy, degradation, miscarriages, mental manipulation, drug use, overdose, restraints, violence, torture, monster fucking, and everything awful. I feel I'm forgetting some warning so please be careful if you're reading this as we are going to go very dark.

Things only continue to get worse. Vash continues to spiral and loose himself the more the mind breaking continues. The mages continue to use Cyril like he's nothing but a toy to use and throw away. Yet, any chance they have to have together the love Vash and Cyril share together stays strong. For now that remains unbroken. With every day only getting worse that will continue to be challenged.

Cyril tries to look Vash in the eye. He may be disappointed by the way Vash's eyes drift to the side towards Cyril's shoulder. He tries to do it slowly and not draw attention to it, but as he's looking for it, it will be easy for Cyril to spot.



[name reference:
Chasind Warrior - Enid
Pack Leader - Roderic
Pack Warrior - Hyde
Pack Rogue - Alpin
Right bastard - Shira
Mage Male - Durand
Mage Female - Duclea
Creepy 'Doctor' - Nikolai
French Lady - Elyna
Mage - Arabelle
Mage - Eirk

Elf slave leader: Taenya
Taenya's son: Marikoth
Half-elves: Kythaela and Lierin
Cyril's replacement name: Lyra
Human Slave: Sarah
Master's Friend: Rupert
Two slave boys: Poppet and Honey
Cyril and Marikoth's child: Cassandra
Cyril and Vash's kids: Alex and Soren

The mages
Vash's master: Titus
One into elves: Claudius
Third mage: Aelius
Poppet and Honey's creator: Appius

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Comments

Have a good sleep!

[goldenglasses]

"Well, we were travelling together and we had to make camp in the snow. And it was very cold until we started to share a blanket and get warmed up."

[samahl]

"Hmm. I think I had that fantasy before. Probably when we were younger and traveling in the snow..."

[goldenglasses]

"You know, I wish I had been more open and honest about my feelings for you back then." He feels like he's wasted so much time.

[samahl]

"Well, don't dwell on it too much. A part of me liked the chase."

[goldenglasses]

"Yeah? Did you? That's good, because I made you chase for awhile, didn't I? I was pretty clueless back then."

[samahl]

Cyril shrugs. "You're situation is complicated. I understand wanting to keep people you care about out of it."

[goldenglasses]

"For all the good it did you." He shakes his head. "Sorry, not suppose to be dwelling on the past too much." How he misses those easy days.

"Would you have time to have lunch with our kids? I bought Knives some new clothes. I could distract him with that while you spend time with them."

[samahl]

Cyril considers for a moment. "Sure. But let's take that walk first, hm? I want to spend time with you too. We can take the long way around to the cabin." He'll be content to just walk with Vash for a bit without talking if needed. He just wants to spend time with him.

[goldenglasses]

"That sounds nice." Vash never lets go of Cyril's hand as they walk. "I've been able to get some toys for the boys." It's easier for him to talk about the twins than himself. "I've been trying to help out around town in exchange for things they need. If there is anything I can do the help the Inquisition? I hope you know you only need to ask."

[samahl]

"Oh. That's a good idea." Then, after a moment, "You know, I used to make toys. For the children of my Clan. Too old for the boys now, though. They were mostly puzzle boxes."

[goldenglasses]

"You never know." Vash muses out loud. "Knives and I were much smarter than other kids our age would have been. It might not be very long before they can start solving them."

[samahl]

Cyril nods. "That's right. They'll probably be pretty mature in just a few months, hm? If they age similarly to you two..." He sounds almost a little sad about that.

[goldenglasses]

"Maybe." He muses with a hum. "We kept wishing for them to not age too fast. Maybe they'll have picked up on that."

[samahl]

Cyril frowns at that idea too. "That doesn't sound very healthy for them..." he admits after a moment.

[goldenglasses]

"Maybe not." Vash suddenly feels guilty about wanting his kids to stay young for as long as possible. "But... I think they're happy? Do you get the sense that they're happy when you're with them?"

[samahl]

"I don't know if ones who are that young really understand happiness. You need to experience pain for it to have any meaning..."

[goldenglasses]

"But they have. I don't know if you were close enough, but the moment you were too far away for us to clearly feel you? They were so upset."

[samahl]

Cyril feels a pang of regret and pain at that thought. "I'm sorry..."

[goldenglasses]

"It's alright. You didn't have a choice. They took you away." Renewed shame has Vash looking at his feet rather than in the direction they're going. "You didn't give them away." He wonders how much more that must have hurt the boys. Feeling him give them up to someone else to take away.

[samahl]

Cyril squeezes Vash's hand lightly. "Whatever happened in that place... It wasn't our fault. We weren't given a choice."

[goldenglasses]

"Maybe..." He still can't help feeling like he made things worse with every choice he made. "I'm just glad we have them back again. All that matters now is that they're safe and happy."

[samahl]

Cyril nods. "And now they'll have a chance to learn what they are and how to use their abilities without overtaxing themselves."

[goldenglasses]

For a long moment, Vash is quiet. Struggling with himself to speak up about how he feels. "I'm concerned." He pauses. It's such a long pause it may seem like he's changed his mind about saying anything. "That Knives might push them to use their abilities too soon."

[samahl]

Cyril frowns at that. "You think he would push them too far too soon?"

[goldenglasses]

"Not intentionally, but it's not like either of us have any experience with raising children. I've watched a few kids grow up, but that's different from actively raising any myself."