Bad End Part 6 - Never let the pain stop

[goldenglasses]

CW: Noncon, dubcon, gaslighting, violence, imprisonment, confinement, bondage, sex toys, humiliation, body modifications, forced feminization, child death, sex slavery, forced pregnancy, degradation, miscarriages, mental manipulation, drug use, overdose, restraints, violence, torture, monster fucking, and everything awful. I feel I'm forgetting some warning so please be careful if you're reading this as we are going to go very dark.

Things only continue to get worse. Vash continues to spiral and loose himself the more the mind breaking continues. The mages continue to use Cyril like he's nothing but a toy to use and throw away. Yet, any chance they have to have together the love Vash and Cyril share together stays strong. For now that remains unbroken. With every day only getting worse that will continue to be challenged.

Cyril tries to look Vash in the eye. He may be disappointed by the way Vash's eyes drift to the side towards Cyril's shoulder. He tries to do it slowly and not draw attention to it, but as he's looking for it, it will be easy for Cyril to spot.



[name reference:
Chasind Warrior - Enid
Pack Leader - Roderic
Pack Warrior - Hyde
Pack Rogue - Alpin
Right bastard - Shira
Mage Male - Durand
Mage Female - Duclea
Creepy 'Doctor' - Nikolai
French Lady - Elyna
Mage - Arabelle
Mage - Eirk

Elf slave leader: Taenya
Taenya's son: Marikoth
Half-elves: Kythaela and Lierin
Cyril's replacement name: Lyra
Human Slave: Sarah
Master's Friend: Rupert
Two slave boys: Poppet and Honey
Cyril and Marikoth's child: Cassandra
Cyril and Vash's kids: Alex and Soren

The mages
Vash's master: Titus
One into elves: Claudius
Third mage: Aelius
Poppet and Honey's creator: Appius

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Comments

Sleep well!

[goldenglasses]

"Sorry." Vash mindlessly bounces his son. "I haven't been sleeping well."

[samahl]

Knives moves to get up to help with the other baby. "It's simply an observation," he says.

I got out early during a win a jug of beer mini game lol

[goldenglasses]

It's about then that Vash notices his problem. Luckily it's quickly dying away just being awake. "Sorry, you don't have to sleep with me tonight."

that's fun! congrats!

[samahl]

Knives shakes his head. "You slept. Without a nightmare. It worked. That's what matters."

[goldenglasses]

"Yeah, I suppose." He keeps his back turned. Trying to will his boner to die faster. Had Knives seen it? Oh God... had he felt it?

No, he's pretty sure his brother would have said something if he did. "And it wasn't too bad? Too boring for you? Laying still at night?"

[samahl]

Knives is quiet for a moment. "It wasn't boring."

[goldenglasses]

"Yeah?" He decides he's too nervous to ask for more details. "I'm glad you weren't too annoyed and bored."

Thinking his shame is down enough, Vash begins to move to get the twins fed.

"Did you have ideas of what you wanted to do today?" Vash would like to do more work for the town people and to go and try to find Cyril at some point.

[samahl]

"I was thinking that I'd spend some time with my nephews. I spent a lot of time traveling to ensure they were protected. It would be nice to spend some time getting to know them." Plus, if he can control how they learn, he can make sure they have the messages that he thinks they need to know, not whatever stupid nonsense his brother will prioritize.

[goldenglasses]

"So, you'd be okay to watch them again? If I go out for a bit? I would like to get a good sense of the area around us."

[samahl]

Knives nods. "I would appreciate it," he says.

[goldenglasses]

"They seemed to enjoy the toys yesterday. Maybe I'll see if I can find another one or two." He gives his son a kiss on his head before starting to offer the child his breakfast.

[samahl]

Knives helps to feed and clean up the boys after. Then he sets to getting them dressed and ready for the day. "They can probably use some baths..." he admits after a moment. "We'll have to figure all of that out when we're out here."

[goldenglasses]

"They're small enough that it shouldn't take much to bring a few buckets of water here. I'll be sure to bring some back. Soap too."

[samahl]

Knives nods again. "If we'll be staying here, we may as well make the most of it."

[goldenglasses]

"Is there anything I can get to make your stay more comfortable?"

[samahl]

Knives shakes his head. "Worry about yourself and your sons."

[goldenglasses]

"The boys are my number one priority, but I could be on the look out for anything that might help you while I at it."

[samahl]

"Probably new clothes for me too, then." That will make it easier for him to blend in.

[goldenglasses]

With a nod, Vash gets ready to go out. Giving each of his sons a kiss before he goes. "I'll be back later."

Thinking Cyril must have important work first thing, Vash waits. Spending the first part of the day looking for work again in exchange for money or items. Looking out for clothes his brother might like and anything the kids may need.

If Cyril doesn't look for him first, Vash will seek him out towards midday.

[samahl]

Cyril doesn't seek him out. He spends the morning having breakfast with Marikoth and taking care of Cassandra. Then he has to plan some troop movements and read correspondence as the Inquisition starts to bring more and more of their troops into Tevinter covertly.

When Vash seeks him out, he finds him in the only really nice house in the town. It probably belonged to a minor noble who once lived in the area. Now it's in a bit of disrepair, even after the Inquisition members repaired parts of it to make it a sort of HQ for the area.

[goldenglasses]

There was something so incredibly sexy to Vash seeing Cyril leading. "I hope I'm not interrupting too much. I can come back."

[samahl]

Cyril shakes his head. "No. It's all right. I was thinking of getting something to eat anyway," he says.

Bull doesn't seem particularly happy that Vash is around, but he doesn't say anything about it. He just gives them space for now.

[goldenglasses]

Vash gives Bull a nod of his head and smile out if respect. Among Cyril's friends, he feels he's let Bull down the most.

"I'll try not to distract you for too long. I just..." He pauses. Thinking of all the lies he said he would say when he saw Cyril. "...I just really wanted to see you." He throws them all away and speaks the truth instead.

ok i should head to bed. have a good night!

[samahl]

Cyril offers him a smile. "And I always want to see you."

[goldenglasses]

"I think you might know where we're staying. It's an old hunting lodge. I heard that the Inquisition used it briefly."